In the letter that my mom wrote that I found in her stuff she told me that she was going to be my guardian angel. I have had a really hard time with her death. We just got the opportunity to become friends and do things together when she got cancer. She became my best friend, she always had time to talk and I called her every day.
On Mother’s Day in 2009 the first year she was gone I was looking through my old email, I am not sure for what, but I hit the button for oldest and there was an email that said “Hi from Mom” I think I cried for hours and I was already worked up missing her. She sent me a message on Mother’s Day to let me know she was there with me.
I am not much of a believer in that kind of thing but then this past year on Valentine’s Day I was digging through my file cabinet for some tax paperwork and found an email that she sent me 10 years ago that I had printed. Again I think it was her telling me she was there. What are the odds that I would find a Valentine’s email on Valentine’s Day?
It really helps to know she is here with me