I have an artist temperament, that means several things but for one I am very passionate about my work, no matter what that might be. I have a strong need to care for those around me and seek their approval and the lack of it leaves a feeling of worthlessness and failure. to not receive a thank you is agony some days.
At times my creativity just lets go and the outcome completely surprises me to the point I am not even sure where it came from for example in this drawing of my daughter I did freehand while still in the hospital with her. Those who don’t understand this type of vision say something like, ok that was a good photoshop.
Reasonable me knows they are just jealous and flighty me wonders how they can be so mean.
I still need their approval
Thanks to our daily inspiration